Conor’s hiding place

Got my feet scrubbed clean by a homeless man 5 stars

Conor said he would meet me there and he didn’t Conor is dead to me and I’mdead to myself

Conor's hiding place was really good.I looked for ages but couldn't find him.Perhaps he was away for the day?Anyway, I hid there for hours myself and nobody found me!Thinking back on the experience, maybe I wasn't found in Conor's hiding place because nobody cares about me and because they think I am a big weirdo (I have heard them whispering).They didn't miss me so nobody came looking for me.This post has become more about me than about the Conor I couldn't find.Maybe this is just a cry for help?